Feelings~~~~

Time past sooooooo fast. I am in Senior Two now, and it is April already!!!
Feel a little bit afraid, many people will feel weird that why I am afraid..........
Actually, I am afraid of getting bigger and bigger.
When we are getting bigger and bigger, you will feel that everything in the world are not same with what you have learn when you are young.
You also will found that this world are not as simple as what you think~~~
Everything that you have seen in the drama will happen on you also and you couldn't 100% trust anybody even is your friend.
And really, your family especially your parents are the person that care about you the most in the world and home is the most comfortable place to us ^_^

After taking unified test one and two, also feel very afraid, especially unified test two!!!!!
I totally don't know and don't understand all the things on the test paper!!!!!
This thing never happened before since I study~~~
Afraid of can't get good result and have to retain and study Senior Two For one more year.
To me, I think this is a shame to me and also my father and my mother......
And I have to study very hard so that won't be too lousy compare to my siblings~~
Another thing that I worried about is future.
Still thinking that what to do after school, thinking that what to study futher~~
Afraid that I will let down and dissapoint my parents cause they have put a lot of effort in raising four of us up.....
So, even anything that happen in school, just can tell them happy one and just keep the sad one cause don't want them to feel sad too....
But I will make myself happy and not to think so much....
I hope that all of us will be happy before we go to work and be like a student !!!!!!!!!!! ^^